Tonight I'm just rambling.... I've got several ideas floating around in my head and I think I'll just put them all in one entry <g>
First, I've noticed that I'm not the only one in J-land that has expressed relief that the holidays are over and that a return to normalcy is upon us... Well, at least as close as I ever get to normal <eg>. I've often wondered why it seems that we have all of those holidays all crammed up together. It seems like you have Halloween, and then you don't stop until after New Year's. Can't we spread them all out a little bit more?? I mean there are basically 4 fattening holidays in a row!! (Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas & New Years) AND they happen in about a 2 month timespan..... Geez! Enough already.
On the Monday after Christmas weekend, my Mother called us to let us know that my Grandmother (she will be 90 this year) had a heart attack. It happened on Christmas Day, but they didn't want to call my brother or myself and 'spoil' Christmas, especially since the doctors were saying it was a 'mild' heart attack... (Mild heart attack???? Like there IS such a thing??? Especially when you are 90???) G. was all for sticking my butt into the truck and sending me to my Grandmother's post haste. It is a 13 hour drive, and I can do it as a straight drive if I need to. Mom said No, Gram would be getting out of the hospital on Wed... Since then, the doctors have changed their minds and decided it was a pretty bad heart attack. They want to treat it with drugs though because of her age. My brother and I both told Mom that we would prefer to know rather than be 'protected'. Gram did come home on Wed and seems to be doing quite well. Mom said she was trying to clean 30 minutes after they got home and she had to 'send her to bed' <g> I kind of feel sorry for my Mom trying to keep Gram 'quiet'... She has always been very active and hasn't allowed age to slow her down very much!! I'm sure I will manage to worry about this a lot during the next few weeks, but I guess there are some things I can't control <sigh> and I will just have to wait and see what is going to happen.
I spent New Year's Eve dealing Blackjack for a private party. G. dropped me off and picked me up because he was worried about the other drivers out on the road. I got done about 11:30pm, and G. arrived about 5 minutes to Midnight. So, I got to spend the first minutes of 2005 with my sweetie.... Now for the bad part. If you believe the old wives' tales, then whatever you are doing the first few minutes of the New Year is what you will spend a large part of the next year doing... Well, good news is that we were together... bad news, we were driving <LOL>.
The New Year does always make me think about the last year, and of the year ahead of me. This last year saw a lot of changes for my little family. We left jobs where we traveled basically non-stop 11 months out of the year and called a train room home to settle in one place. And we went from being a two-income family to a one income family at the same time. Both of these have been quite a shock. I look forward to at least changing us back into a two income family next year, one way or the other. If I can't find a job in my field... well, I'm going to find a job! I've managed to do a lot of here and there work, but I want to have a more stable income coming from me this next year. I've even been contemplating doing something from home...
On other fronts, it's been an interesting year also. We managed to move back to Florida just in time for the worst Hurricane Season in like forever! <LOL> I keep telling G. that what he experienced this year is NOT normal <bg>... He keeps looking at me and shaking his head. Not only were the Hurricanes nerve wracking on their own, but they affected the economy and kept me from finding full-time employment in my field. I am thankful to have found all the neat part-time gigs, but ......
My last thought of the day is the Tsunami disaster. It has brought things into perspective... I have food, fresh water, a roof over my head, and my little family around me.... I am blessed. Everything else just seems trivial in comparison to that disaster. I can't even wrap my mind around the number of people who are already known dead, and the number just continuesto grow every day.
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